Scared Psychic: How Awakening My Senses Opened My World

I can see dust particles that fill the air space. I know that sounds strange but I see them EVERYWHERE. As if I can see how thick the air is.

I also see particles or fibers travelling across the room- some have told me these are called orbs…the appear to almost be mocking me. They travel in different directions and sometimes I can control them with my mind. They are in my home, in stores, restaurants and my office. They travel bizarre paths. Sometimes they come very close to my eyes. Sometimes they sparkle.

I also see light flashes (like a camera flash), sparkles or a single bright star (‘usually these vary in colours), riffs in the air, gaseous movements through the air, streaks in the air, light coloured orbs as well as shadow-like orbs (what I would describe as the opposite to a flashlight).

Sometimes I see rainbows beam right through people.

I often see images of things I don’t recognize when I close my eyes. I also sometimes see what appears to be a fiery display of coloured electrical streaks or geometric shapes and what appears to be some sort of formula when I close my eyes at night. Sometimes my eyes feel wide open even when I’m sure they are closed.

I can sometimes see lights rapidly flickering constantly- almost the speed of light.

I can hear strange things.

Buzzing, whispers, and music. Sometimes voices I don’t recognize. Sometimes just sounds too muffled to make out- almost as if listening to the radio stuck between stations.

I feel touches. Mostly on my face, my hair and my hands. Sometimes on my leg. The hair on my arms and the back of my neck stands on end when I feel the touch almost make contact with my body. Sometimes that’s all it does. But I feel it.

I get waves of unfamiliar smells. I sometimes smell incense burning, tobacco smoke, perfume, bubble gum, baked goods, burning, a muddy, earthly smell and freshly cut grass.

Sometimes I feel like I’m being watched and I just know that I’m not alone.

Sometimes I find myself trembling for no apparent reason. It has woken me from my sleep.

I can often feel electricity circling my body. I can feel it run up and down my spine. Sometimes it is soothing, and sometimes its very hot and uncomfortable. It travels from the base of my spine (my tailbone) all the way up through my head.

Sometimes I feel chilled to the bone and it last for hours. Nothing warms me- I have tried hot baths, layers of clothing and giant blankets.

I have witnessed objects materialize out of thin air, lights flicker, the power shut off, the gas fire place turn on, and the television turn off. I have even been witnessed the fire alarm go off in a public place -and all I had to do was ask it to in my mind.

I have experienced (heard and felt) the door slam shut when there was no physical evidence of a door closing. I have heard foot steps, banging and knocking in the walls, objects moving around and dropping to the floor.
All, in the absence of physical proof of such occurrences.

In recent years I have noticed my senses seemed to be heightened. And I was having intense multi-sensory experiences very often.

I noticed a dramatic shift in intensity after a particular incident. I now understand that it was a part of my Kundalini Awakening.

As to be expected with spiritual awakenings, the rise in consciousness would result in an increased awareness of ones surroundings. I believe that Kundalini  has the power to take this to a whole new level.

There was a time that I believed I was going crazy. I believed that I may be on the brink of psychosis… or perhaps these are the symptoms of a sinister psychological condition that will probably be named after me one day… but for now, whatever it is, will only get me hospitalized if I tell people about what I was going through.

Imagine, being so ashamed of experiencing what I had known to be truthful experiences that I felt I could not tell anyone. How terrifying and how very sad.

Imagine going through these experiences while maintaining a family household, working a full time job, advancing your professional designations, and marathon training. They can become quite distracting!

I am so grateful for my very supportive husband, my parents, my sister and my friends.

They were my rocks. They were the ones that reassured me we would get through this together. They were the ones that reminded me that I can get through this. It was because of them I didn’t give up. I was determined to understand what was happening to me.

It is because of the gift of unlimited love and support they had given me, I have decided I have to share my story.

I have a dream to build a community of support if you find yourself going through a life circumstance you don’t yet understand.

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5 thoughts on “Scared Psychic: How Awakening My Senses Opened My World

  1. Yes, these events are really happening. No, you are not imagining them or going crazy. Yes, it truly helps to have love and support from those with no desire to see you locked away…

    Yeah… you got this!

    Just thought you should know… 😀

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    1. Awoke Enlightened On a Mission February 10, 2018 — 12:52 pm

      Thank you Lisa! Your comment is so much appreciated!

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  2. Thank you for this! I also see images of things I don’t recognize when I close my eyes. What is it? I can’t seem to get a straight answer.

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    1. Awoke Enlightened On a Mission February 15, 2018 — 11:52 pm

      Hi Laine, it depends on what you see and why you are seeing it. Please check out my other posts about Kundalini- I have found it held a lot of answers for me. I would love to hear more about your experiences!

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